tv and stuff November 30, 2007
Posted by nagh in Stuff.add a comment
Sometimes when we watch tv.. it sorta feels like you might want to have a life like that.. and the tv I am referring to is not the crappy reality tv that we are sooooo used to see this last years… but those I dunno… series that try to represent life as it is.. but surely they have it all wrong… because no one actually lives like that… but when you watch you are like.. “gah… I wanna a life like that…” well.. thats what I think every once in a while…
Then.. its kinda sad.. I guess..
.. maybe just difficult when you get to your reality… (not in my case though..
).. but you catch my drift…
I do learn stuff though.. witty remarks.. and sometimes just do stuff that I might not actually do normally… That after watching them.. I might do want to do normally…
(by the way… I have rush right now… its 2:20am and I’m up, and energetic.. and I wish its stays like that.. cuz I have to be up in 5 hours… and meh.. you know deal with life and all those things…)
I guess its interesting… right?…
Anyways.. I heard a cool quote… “why are you so desperate to fit in, when you where born to stand out?!”…
keep on marching!
nagh
forgiving and forgetting… forever pt.1 November 18, 2007
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Just dropping a few lines, before I get to the bus on my way to my apt. I miss that place so much, well… I miss solitude, when sometimes you can just be yourself and be by yourself. Not that I’m a sociopath, because I’m not, I just prefer to have a private place, where I can just enjoy doing the silly things I enjoy doing, like… reading my forums, talking to my friends on the phone or in the computer, reading my books, or just laying on my bed listening music in my iPod.
I got myself in the middle of a heated discussion, when someone close to me hurt someone else. This other person, was the sort of people that you would dislike just by looking. No manners, cocky, just a plain jerk. I, being the biggest and the strongest of the few people that where there had to get myself in the middle of the confrontation. When the situation was controlled, we sat, and we started talking… and out my mouth came out the words that I would never imagine I would say to a person… “I believe in forgiving and forgeting, and I want to forgive you… but mostly I want to forget you…” even when I said it, I knew that this was going to be a mortal wound.
In life we say things, when we are heated up, and when we are in love… or when we are pissed off… I used to be the sort of person that would say mean things and horrible things to people when I was either pissed off, heated or just plain sad… But those words hurt more when you say them while being calmed and drinking some juice.
Lets learn to think before speaking, because we have to be responsible of what we say. I chose to say those words, because I felt them, and for that I am not sorry, in fact, I’m not sorry at all, I had to say it. But my reason for saying what I’m saying is because we need to know when to say stuff like that.
I dont want to forget you.
nagh
dejar ir.. :) November 11, 2007
Posted by nagh in My analitic self.add a comment
Hay un muy famoso refran que dice “Si amas a alguien, dejalo ir…”, dicho refran puede ser aplicable para muchas cosas y no necesariamente personas, nada material (por supuesto). Pero si quieres algo, si sientes algo, es bueno simplemente dejarlo ir, y como dice el refran “…si es tuyo, volvera a ti”.
Terminar con alguien, o terminar algo que nunca quisiera que termine… un proyecto, una amistad, un trabajo, un amor… o uno de esos fines de semana donde todo va viento en popa, es muy dificil. Simplemente es demasiado para uno tener que desprenderse de esas cosas que la hacen feliz. No siempre es bueno hacerlo tan dificil, pero que bueno es cuando estas en un momento asi que te encuentres a alguien que te escuche, y simplemente hablar del asunto… O encontrar una forma de desconectarte (que para mi.. es simplemente lo mejor).. irte de ese sitio, de ese mundo.. y simplemente encontarte a ti como persona y crecer.
Siempre es bueno saber, que en la vida hay cosas muy muy buenas. Y tenemos que saber tambien, que siempre hay algo para cada uno de nosotros.
Es bueno ser feliz, y dar felicidad.
nagh
Acontinuacion, un buen chiste:
SI AMAS A ALGUIEN, DÉJALA IR.
SI VUELVE, ES TUYA;
SI NO VUELVE, NUNCA LO FUE.-
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I guess it’s a virus… November 1, 2007
Posted by nagh in Rants.add a comment
Usually when we get in a new relationship, being work, or love, or friends… sometimes its difficult to deal with people,.. Call me crazy, but I am one of those who believe in long lasting relationships, and meaningful friendships, and like others, I like the… process (yes, thats the word) of building a relationship… and I dunno if its just me… maybe I’m the only one.. and maybe this is just a virus… but.. there are some sort of actions from people that get to my nerves in such a incredible, that I just want to be deleted from the face of the earth, because I dont even want to have the balls to actually face this person and call out… “hey!!.. stop!! you are truly annoying me!!”
I’m just so nice!… I dont want to hurt anyone… but gah!!!…
And yeah.. I have a virus, its the flu… Nothing to do with the other virus,… the virus that is transfiguring my personality as we speak, because we must learn to be tolerant, and to remember that no matter how dark it is… you can find your way out… if you know where to look… and most of all if they are truly your friends, or lovers… or whatever… you will be able to find yourself.. and be happy.
Be happy.
nagh