Now I get it… September 24, 2008
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I’ve come to the realisation that sometimes we just focus all of our energies into the wrong thing. Not anymore, at least from me.
From now on, I will do my best to understand the needs of those who I serve, and hopefully, I will get what I need.
What do I need? Peace of mind, free time (every once in a while), a nice home, my friends and family (of course!) and most of all, health… because I’ll need to be healthy in order to see the fruit of my actions.
The venom is over.
nagh
P.S. This is what happens when you have a free day, and you can think, relax and chill.
halp! September 23, 2008
Posted by nagh in Rants.add a comment
It’s idiotic sometimes how much you have to beg to get something, no matter how simple it is, sometimes it feels like you have to move mountains in order to get help from someone else. It’s also a load of bull crap when you claim that you do this this and that, when you truly do nothing. To be honest that pissed me off. Mostly because I feel like I’m getting pissed at, and basically anything I do, no matter how good or toughtful it is just fades away because when you truly need the help no one is there for you.
There’s a tv commercial (which I dont remember the brand or what was about) that at some point the voice over is saying something about whenever you ask for help the person that you request will always send you to someone else, at some point I tought that the commercial was overreacting… now, I am a firm believer that it really happens.
We need to be careful, but most of all we need to be as organised and responsible as we can be. Because in the end of the day, you will have to do everything.
Need my help? What’s the ticket number?
nagh
see you in a bit… September 21, 2008
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To Life and the n00b:
You will be missed. Hope to see you soon. You better come back and bring chocolates. For now, this new chapter in your lives start, and hopefully you’ll make the best of it… I know you both will and I know that nothing but good things will come out of this.
My best to you both… we will miss you, a lot.
nagh
frozen September 21, 2008
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Have you ever gotten the feeling that you just dont want to feel anything?… *waves*… I am there. I think that in fear of not getting hurt, I am just in a stage in which I’m letting everything happen and really not doing anything; to be really honest… I’ve done a lot, so now I’m just laying back.
The good: I will not get hurt if something happens. I will avoid confusion, and if its not meant to be I will not have to feel anything, and not weaken myself.
The bad: I might miss a really good thing, by freezing my feelings. But if I dont, I will make it harder than it already is.
But this will be just for now. Then I will leave all my hopelessness aside and go on.
Can we settle down please?
nagh
Control and manipulation September 20, 2008
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It has been quite interesting for ages how amazing the human mind develops in order to get what it wants. Us humans relate every single thing to what could we gain from each one and most of all our benefit.
Simple things as what we wear, what we say, who we are with, who we consider our friends become the definition of who we are. And if we sell it good, we can manage to get what we want.
Someone told me and old saying once… “give a man power, and you will see what he is capable of”… this words got cemented on my mind, and it is incredible how real is that.
If you are able to keep the pose, to wear the right thing, to say the right thing and to be with the right person you will get power. If you have a vindictive mind you will use this power to manipulate and as easy as that you have the control.
Whenever you have control you are able to slither yourself out of any problem (if you ever get to have any) and with manipulation you can make everything and everyone run the course that you wish.
In order to achieve this, you have to be a frigid cold blooded bitch, that would never let anything or anyone get on their way.
The funny part is… that those who wish to control and manipulate are usually those who have the darkest and shadiest of secrets, and by controlling everything and everyone, they will make sure that those shady secrets are never revealed.
There is some light at the end of the tunnel though, whenever you try to insipire someone and this person falls utterly in love with your god-like attributes you are able to control and manipulate… the only difference is, that when you do it with the purpose of doing some good then its really not a problem. Plus there is always the itsy bitsy tiny issue that if you are a frigid wanker at some point you will fall, and it will be hard, and since you’ve managed to do all of what you’ve achieved by manipulating people or trying to control the situation in the end of the day you will be fucked.
So, why do you wish to control and manipulate, when you can inspire and lead by respect and wit?
I dunno. But I am looking forward to find out.
You are not the sun of my solar system you wanker.
Peace.
nagh